God's Slut

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I am Gods Slut

With every footstep I press into God

And God reaches up to me

To hold my cracked and dusty feet

God is the path that longs for me

I am God’s Slut

In the juice of fruit

Dripping down my chin

In every lilac bud and rotten meat and

salt of ocean air

I am there

Plunging naked breast

And hungry mouth

Into every nook and cranny

Inhaling loves most tender secrets

Drinking in God

As God drinks me

I am God’s Slut

Down in the trash yards

With twinkling stars of glass shards and

Crows with blood soaked wings

In the well kept temples

Filled with incense and song

In the light soaked hilltop meadow

At dawn

In the crowded markets humming with

Vast hunger and greed

I am stripping naked

On my knees

Prostrating myself

Before God

I am God’s Slut

I am swimming in the swollen tides

Of Gods overflowing womb

I am laying my head in his lap

Whispering incantations of magic

And chanting prayers of longing

To God’s multitude of faces

Every where I go

I throw myself at Gods feet

I offer my tongue and word and lip and belly

I offer throat and nipple and ear

I offer skin and heart and failure

I offer even what I do not have to give

To God’s endless alter

There is never enough God for me

I am God’s Slut

I cannot help but

Spread myself open before God

In the broken houses

Of my desecrated dreams

Even the damp and musty floorboards

Smell of God

With my rivals and my enemies

With my lovers and my friends

In the shaky hands of beggars

In the laughter of children

And the lustful eyes of Men

I am always with my Beloved

Even in my illusions

I am chasing God’s

Mysterious shadow

I am God’s Slut

There is no where I will not go to

Look for my Beloved

When I am ashamed

God drapes me in his dark eyes

When my heart is broken

God is the knife in my chest

When I am silent I am only singing

Love songs to God

Everywhere that I go is Gods temple

In every thing that I do

I am riding Gods body

I am always fulfilled

And never satisfied

With how much God I can take

Into me

I am God’s Slut

When I fall down

I fall into God

When I limp and when I dance

When I rage and I rejoice

It is Gods breath I ride

Into that wild trembling grace

Every movement in my chest

Is only Gods sublime embrace

I am Gods Slut

When my bones ache with tiredness

God is penetrating me

When I lose my mind in confusion

God is ravishing me

In the wind God kisses me

In the rain God baptizes me

When I gaze at the moon

God gazes back at me

When I light a candle

God warms me

When I am in hiding

God mourns me

And when God spits

Into my mouth

I drink it gladly

I am God’s slut

I am inhaling Gods scent

Tasting Gods Tongue

Caressing Gods Body

I am always walking towards him

I am God’s Slut

There is no where I will not

Make love to God

I seduce God

And God seduces me

God hides from me

And in my yearning

God appears to me again

In the traffic jam

I lock eyes with strangers

And God comes rushing in

My mouth is always reaching

Aching for some word of praise

Worthy of being spoken

For this nameless, senseless

Shameless devotion

I am God’s Slut

I am dripping for God

Searching for God

Clawing my way into

The arms of God

Inhaling God in every breath

And when I tear down the walls

That keep God separate from me

I realize God is the axe I swing

And when my hands bleed

Gods blood

I offer God the cup

Of wine

I am God’s Slut

In the pause between the breath

In the space between my heartbeats

Between

What is known

And not known

God takes me down

To ravish me

Into that grief soaked ecstasy

That only Fools for Love

Can be

I am God’s Slut

Begging God

To have his way with me